This morning I woke up and it hit me like a ton of bricks!
I have been living my life to please my parents and be the daughter they always dreamed of. Though most of the time that’s actually the person I am. The rest of the time I don’t know who that girl is or what she wants.
Recently I decided I wanted to be in a sorority. Oh how my mother completely laughed in my face. That hurt me to the core knowing that my mother disapproves of what I want to do or how to spend my time in college. College should be a time of finding out who I really am and where I want my life to go. It’s all about taking charge and take on the consequences of my actions.
So I am going to do what I want to do because I feel that it is time to just be me.
I spent my whole summer working and dedicating myself to save up for this viper. Now that I have proven to myself that I can achieve anything I can possibly dream of no matter how much people don’t believe in me… I’m going to do it for me.
My epiphany was that I want to start living life for me and making my dreams my reality!
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